. >> gavin: was there one that defined--despite all the good energy positive thinking, learn from your mistakes moving forward, i'm not mentally prepared to recover from this? >> you know, i felt that all the time. >> gavin: really? >> when i would sit in a movie and we spent four years and it just didn't work. we did a movie called off clan of the cave bear." it was very expensive. number one best seller for 59 weeks. we had a daryl hannah, and michael chatman and oscar winning screen writer and the language was gug gug through the movie. the reviewer said it's terrible. it's three hours and five minutes. it's not in english and it was terrible. it was a complete and utter catastrophe. they said they should never allow me to make another film again. >> gavin: you stave off that, dust it off? did you reflect or you're can'tly in the reinvention gauge or constant moving forward ready, fire aim? what is it? >> the material nature of life is there is no guarantee. there is no guarantee of anything. you're only a moment away from success and a moment away from failure almost all the time.